''Pretending''

''Been here alone, on my own,
without someone to cry on,
but I keep holding on.

I stay home and write a song,
about the way my life goes,
Fake a smile and hide it all.

'Cause sometimes you just have to dream,
To be happy, to smile, to feel free.

But I'm tired of pretending that I'm alright this way,
It's time to move on, and start to feel safe,
but seems like nobody will ever come to help me,
seems like no one can see, that all this time I've been pretending.

I wish I could wake up, grab the guitar,
grab the keys and take the car,
sing till I become a star.

Meet someone who makes me fly,
it's so hard, but I should try,
can somebody share his life with mine?

'Cause sometimes you just have to dream,
To be happy, to smile, to feel free.

But I'm tired of pretending that I'm alright this way,
It's time to move on, and start to feel safe,
but seems like nobody will ever come to help me,
seems like no one can see, that all this time I've been pretending.

Take a look at me, what do yo see?
just a girl trying to figure out her dreams.
I know what I want, I know what I need,
I won't waste my time pretending anything.

I'm tired of pretending that I'm alright this way,
It's time to move on, and start to feel safe,
but seems like nobody will ever come to help me,
now you're gonna see, that I won't waste my time pretending.
I'm tired of pretending that I'm alright this way,
It's time to move on, and start to feel safe,
but seems like nobody will ever come to help me,
now you're gonna see, that I won't waste my time pretending.''

''In the middle of the night''

''I wake up every morning,
wishing that I finally forgot you,
But I'm not strong enough,
and no one can cure my little broken heart.

I know I made mistakes,
but love can make people go insane.

I was only asking for a chance,
if it didn't worked out I would have walked away,
but you left and hide,
leaving me crying in the middle of the night.
I was only asking for a chance,
but you were young and scared to say it to my face,
and you left and hide,
leaving me crying in the middle of the night.

My thoughts will never change,
when I'm in love I give everything for it.
You don't seem to understand,
In a few years you won't even remember my name.

I know I made mistakes,
but love can make people go insane.

I was only asking for a chance,
if it didn't worked out I would have walked away,
but you left and hide,
leaving me crying in the middle of the night.
I was only asking for a chance,
but you were young and scared to say it to my face,
and you left and hide,
leaving me crying in the middle of the night.


At first you told me that we'll be best friends forever,
but then your friends showed up, and said 'find something better',
you weren't strong enough to stay in that December,
and now I realize that you won't ever remember.


I was only asking for a chance,
if it didn't worked out I would have walked away,
but you left and hide,
leaving me crying in the middle of the night.
I was only asking for a chance,
but you were young and scared to say it to my face,
and you left and hide,
leaving me crying in the middle of the night.''

''Always''

''I know I've kinda left you,
but I was wrong, and I found something new,
something that I was expecting to come,
'cause the destiny can change it all.

But even If my mind says 'no',
my heart will never let you go.

Once it's inside, it's hard to let it go,
you won't forget what you've loved,
a part of it will always stay in you,
It's just how life goes.

I made a promise and I'll keep it,
even if it's not as strong as it was before,
I still love you but what I mean
is that I might want something more.

But even if my mind says 'no',
my heart will never let you go.

Once it's inside, it's hard to let it go,
you won't forget what you've loved,
a part of it will always stay in you,
It's just how life goes.

I grew up with you, and I went through the worst,
but you were always there to help me,
I'm in love with you, and what I loved the most
is that I felt alive when you were near me.

Once it's inside, it's hard to let it go,
you won't forget what you've loved,
a part of it will always stay in you,
It's just how life goes.

Always, always, always,
always, always, always,
in my heart.''

''Finally free''

''I never thought you would let me free,
I never thought that you would go,
I never thought that you would let me breathe,
everything's better now you're not around.

I just can't believe you're not here,
it's like a dream to me,
I just can't express the happiness
I have today inside of me.
I can't be better without you here,
and I can finally say that I'm free.

You thought that you could read my mind,
but you were just so wrong,
You made up a world where we were friends,
but that wasn't the real world.

And now you cry, but I just don't mind at all,
'cause you deserve this and so much more.

I'm finally free, and I can breathe,
now you're not here, I can be me,
I'm finally free, finally free,
finally free, finally free.

I thought that you wouldn't give up,
but you didn't come to me anymore,
So find another one to blame,
or just lock yourself in a room
and don't ever get away.

And now you cry, but I just don't mind at all,
'cause you deserve this and so much more.

I'm finally free, and I can breathe,
now you're not here, I can be me,
I'm finally free, finally free,
finally free, finally free.

This is just the best thing that could've happened to me,
It's more than what I wanted, it's everything I wanted to see,
I can't believe I can finally start to live.
This is just the best thing that could've happened to me,
It's more than what I wanted, it's everything I wanted to see,
I can't believe I can finally be free.

I'm finally free, and I can breathe,
now you're not here, I can be me,
I'm finally free, finally free,
finally free, finally free.''

''As strong as you are''

''You walk through the doors, you don't even know where to go,
and you don't ever feel alone,
They make fun of you and they tell you that you're not cool,
but you laugh, you never get hurted.

The day that you fall,
I think it will never come.

I wanna be as strong as you are,
as strong as you are,
I don't wanna fall that fast,
I wanna be as strong as you are,
forget the things I've lost,
stay happy, and be as strong as you are.

You're not afraid of what life can bring to you
and that's one of the things I like most of you,
you're the strongest person I have ever met,
and I'm glad that I can call myself one of your friends.

The day that you fall,
I think it will never arrive.

I wanna be as strong as you are,
as strong as you are,
I don't wanna fall that fast,
I wanna be as strong as you are,
forget the things I've lost,
stay happy, and be as strong as you are.

You're always here with me,
even if it's late, even if it's late,
You smile at me,
even if it's the worst day of your life.

I wanna be as strong as you are,
as strong as you are,
I don't wanna fall that fast,
I wanna be as strong as you are,
forget the things I've lost,
stay happy, and be as strong as you are.''